These lyrics from Goodbye Friend (Bowling for Soup) speak the words I cannot find, I just wish I found them before it was too late.
And it’s the rainy days that mostly remind me
So many things I should’ve known You were always there to help me along I wish had told you Man, I sure hope i told you
And it’s the rainy days that still remind me Ya, it’s the crazy, crazy days I need you here
Selfishly I’m mad at you For making me feel like this I wish I could talk to you Like I used to And tell you that sometimes i hate you for doing This to the people That love you so They look at me Like I’m supposed to know And now im tired
So thank you for saying goodbye And letting me know we’re alright I hope that I deserved that
Goodbye friend I hope you found The answers you were lookin’ for Goodbye friend I dont think you ever knew That there was someone here That there is someone here Who misses you
It’s only just occurred to me that I have no memories, at all, whatsoever, of my parents being together. I have odd memories of growing up but it’s always only 1 parent at a time in my memories. That’s 8 years of my life that I’ve suppressed and it’s completely terrifying. I remember them telling me they were breaking up, and that’s literally the only memory that I have of them even being near each other before the divorce. It’s actually really upsetting; I wish I could remember a time when everything was perfect.
Lately I feel so small Or maybe it’s just that my bed has grown I never noticed it before but you were there So how was I to know
That this single bed was always meant for two not just anyone it was meant for me and you
and now you’re halfway around the world and I’m just a day behind Nothin seems to fill the hole That I have since you left my side You’ll always be my little girl Though I can’t hold you tonight And now you’re halfway round the world And I’m just a day behind
I wake up in the night I turn around and find that you’re not there I just like to watch you sleep and lay by you I love to feel you near I think I’m going crazy Everyday confusion starts to grow I never noticed it before But you were there so how was I supposed to know
Ahh awesome! What were you going for? Kinda liked your hair… in the picture of you wearing your school blazer it looked cute haha :D
Was that a subtle “I liked it better before you got it cut”?
It’s a little silly. It was an interview, for a training course, to be eligible for an interview. It’s for a call centre role, don’t wanna mention what it’s called on here, but the pay is pretty decent with a lot of perks
This is the initial start to the Golden Saucer theme song from Final Fantasy VII. I’m aware I make a few timing mistakes, it’s more nerve racking to play at the same time as recording :)
This is potentially the hardest song I’ve had to learn, and seeing as I’ve only been playing 6 months, it doesn’t seem that difficult in retrospect. Well at least compared to how long it took for me to learn much easier stuff. As always, feedback appreciated!
I can usually play this better, but unfortunately I’m missing my muse.
I’m not really sure how I’d rate my top 5 feelings, it’s a pretty difficult decision. Contentment, love, fulfilment, getting into bed after being Thorpe Park all day, waking up on Christmas as a kid, there’s far too many amazing feelings to put into a top 5. I just know that laying in bed with someone you love has gotta be in the top 5; it’s like a law.